sad :(

hello there and assalamualaikum.

Yes!
I know!lama tidak update.So sekarang ni nak updatelah ni.
N3 EMO TAK SUDAH!

Here we go :)
saya ada sisters.Half sisters and i LOVE them! oh :D silly me.Ada sorang adik lelaki yee :D And of course i still love them even lain bapa.And I LOVE MY STEP DAD!I know him since i was 6 kot.if im not mistaken.Lama sudahlah yang pasti,

Today.Just Now.When I go her page (FB) i notice there is a notes.She tag my mom and my brother.So i open and start reading. tittle dia THE ABC'S.
i enjoy reading it until...:

N.Number of Siblings: 4.

Saya menangis.
Sebab?
Saya tidak pernah cakap yang saya the only daughter even itu kebenaran dia. :'(
When people ask me about my siblings.my answer is 5.
4 means dia tolak saya.
Really hurt me so much!
Then i ask her why 4.
this is her answer.

I saw your album last year i cant remember the exact year. I assume that you never love us as your siblings.Thats hurt me.A lot!

I cried when i read this.At the same time my head working.I keep asking "Which Album?" but i still say sorry to her.I told her that i love them even though we are half sisters and brother. Remember that always.
and she told me the same thing. :D

tapi

Saya risau kalau dia simpan perasaan marah sama saya.

Love,

me.